This is where I am right now:
I must deny myself & walk with the Heavenly Father,
For nothing is more important to me that the Heavenly Father & his word.
I am willing to take my cross.
Matthew 10:37-38 
³⁷He that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he that loveth son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.
 ³⁸And he that taketh not his cross, and followeth after me, is not worthy of me.

Everybody's always wondering where you are going
& asking questions but you can't take everybody with you when you go,
everyone can't go where you go
& everybody don't want to go where you go
& everybody ain't going where you go.
You see there is a time for everything.
Everything must take its course.
Just like the seasons come & go
& the wether is ever changing
& like the flower, which starts as a small seed then blooms into something beautiful.
Just like people, one day they love you, the next, they won't even acknowledge you.
But the Heavenly Father will & has always been there, I can look back on my life & see that.
& I become overwhelmed with emotion and sometimes even disappointed,
for the way I treated him & went carelessly about my life, doing foolish things.
There are many reasons, why I... without a question, I will take my cross.

Ecclesiastes 3

 ¹To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
 ²A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
 ³A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
 ⁴A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
 ⁵A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
 ⁶A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
 ⁷A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
 ⁸A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
 ⁹What profit hath he that worketh in that wherein he laboureth?
 ¹⁰I have seen the travail, which God hath given to the sons of men to be exercised in it.
 ¹¹He hath made every thing beautiful in his time: also he hath set the world in their heart, so that no man can find out the work that God maketh from the beginning to the end.
 ¹²I know that there is no good in them, but for a man to rejoice, and to do good in his life.
 ¹³And also that every man should eat and drink, and enjoy the good of all his labour, it is the gift of God.
 ¹⁴I know that, whatsoever God doeth, it shall be for ever: nothing can be put to it, nor any thing taken from it: and God doeth it, that men should fear before him.
 ¹⁵That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is past.
 ¹⁶And moreover I saw under the sun the place of judgment, that wickedness was there; and the place of righteousness, that iniquity was there.
 ¹⁷I said in mine heart, God shall judge the righteous and the wicked: for there is a time there for every purpose and for every work.
 ¹⁸I said in mine heart concerning the estate of the sons of men, that God might manifest them, and that they might see that they themselves are beasts.
 ¹⁹For that which befalleth the sons of men befalleth beasts; even one thing befalleth them: as the one dieth, so dieth the other; yea, they have all one breath; so that a man hath no preeminence above a beast: for all is vanity.
 ²⁰All go unto one place; all are of the dust, and all turn to dust again.
 ²¹Who knoweth the spirit of man that goeth upward, and the spirit of the beast that goeth downward to the earth?
 ²²Wherefore I perceive that there is nothing better, than that a man should rejoice in his own works; for that is his portion: for who shall bring him to see what shall be after him?


Praise his mighty name because he is truly worthy.
& he won't share his glory with anyone else.

He knows like no one else